Michael Jackson, arguably the world's most successful singer, has left a legacy a generation will remember for decades to come. Michael was an influence in every corner of the music industry, and his worldwide fans will miss him greatly.

As a music video director, I have always regarded Michael's work as unique: he was an entertainer with genuine soul and unlimited charisma. His videos told stories and contained concepts that have almost disappeared today. Gone are the days of elaborate million dollar sets, and celebrity casts such as Marlon Brando, Michael Madson and Chris Tucker in ‘You Rock my World'. I hope to try and reinvent that era of brilliance with the next projects that I film in France and abroad.

I have been very fortunate in my travels to learn about and appreciate the many wonderful aspects of the film industry, particularly the people that take themselves to the next level. As I followed the news of Michael's death, I searched within myself to try and understand some of what he had suffered. As a fan, I had never really managed to grasp what he was about, and I needed an opinion that was not based on a press release.

I caught up with Michael Jackson's lifetime biographer J Randy Taraborrelli, to learn about the impact Michael has had on those around him and to get an insider's view on a life which has been so frequently distorted by scandal and marvel. Having known Michael since childhood, J Randy is one of the few people who really understood the troubled star. I am grateful today to be able to share with you our conversation, hoping it will bring light and faith to those who still have questions about Michael and their own life journeys.

J. Randy Taraborrelli's ‘Michael Jackson : 'The magic and the madness' can be bought through Amazon and is published by Pan Books.

Iain talks to J.Randy Taraborrelli

How did Michael Jackson influence you?

I have known Michael for so many years. He influenced me in different ways and at different times over the years. When I was a teenager he influenced me to go ahead and make my dreams a reality. I was able to watch him do that. I had aspirations to be a writer, and at the same time he wanted to be a singer. He went forward and took care of business his way, and it inspired me to do the same thing. I was able to watch him amass his fortune and conduct his business as an adult the way he did and I tried to do the same with my own career and life. I was not able to amass the fortune that he did in his time, but he was definitely influential in helping me understand that you can do whatever you want to do. People are able to accomplish their goals no matter how far fetched they seem.

How would you like people to remember him?

I know how Michael would want to be remembered. I know  he would hope that people would one day look beyond the scandal and the recent news and focus their attention on the music and the art and on what he did with his life and career: how influential he has been in our culture, and that seems to be the case. I have noticed since his death that much of the public have lifted their suspicion, cynicism and judgment about Michael, and it has gone back to the organic, original concept of what Michael Jackson represented to them which was the music, the entertainment value, and performance. I think that is how he would like to be remembered and that is what I would want for him.

With all the scandals, and subsequent molestation trial that Michael faced, do you think there was ever a time when he considered quitting his career?

I don't think there was a point where he wanted to stop his career but after the trial there was definitely a period of time when he needed to recharge his batteries. I think people don't understand how totally traumatic the trial was to Michael emotionally. It was so devastating. It was far worse than anybody who wasn't there could imagine and I was there every single day. I know how bad it was, and it was devastating, dehumanizing, embarrassing, humiliating and stripped him of all his dignity and everything that he held so close to his heart, to do with his privacy. Everything was laid bare to public scrutiny and it was a terrible experience for him that he could not easily recover from, which took many years. In fact, I think he just now, at the time of his death, was finally beginning to recover from the traumatic ordeal that we all had to see in Santa Maria 4 years ago.

Having had very close access to the Jackson family, what would you say were the high-points of Michael's life, and would there be a moment you had with him that you will cherish?

Yes, I cherish many moments with Michael, but one thing that comes to my mind and I can't seem to stop thinking about was in 1977 I believe, when he was getting ready to leave home for the first time by himself to go to New York for the film ‘The Wiz'. I sat with Michael and this was before the plastic surgery, before the scandals and controversy, this was at the very beginning, when he was just about to break big, even before Thriller. I just remember the expression on his face: how excited he was to take on life and how he really wanted to prove himself in New York, in ‘The Wiz'; but more importantly, how he wanted to grow up and be a man, to leave home for the first time without his brothers and do something totally different with his life that he felt would re-define him, in his own mind, as a grown up. That is what I remember most, that day, and that face filled with life and excitement for the future. He certainly did do everything he set out to do and so much more. At that point we had no idea that ‘Thriller' was in the offering. We didn't even know about ‘Off the Wall' at that point and were trying to figure out what happens next to Michael Jackson if he decides to leave the Jackson Five.

The possibilities were endless. There was so much on the horizon and you can imagine what it would be like to sit there with Michael Jackson at the very beginning of all that, even before his wildest imaginations were realised.

Being the lifetime biographer of Michael Jackson, and spending time with people close to him, what were their feelings about him? Where there ever concerns about his health, his finances or other issues in his family that were troubling or reccurring?

Sure, there were always concerns about Michael. It's the kind of question you can't answer easily without a timeframe. There were concerns at different points about different things; his emotional health, agility, whether or not he could stand this or that with whatever was going on at the time. Sometimes there were concerns about his health, whether or not he was being over-medicated, or whether he was addicted to prescription pills. There were some concerns about that, up until his death. There were concerns about whether he could perform, not only recently but also way back then. When he was a kid he was afraid to fly, and they used to have to drag him kicking and screaming on the airplane. There was so much going on, and there was a long history of 50 years.

Michael Jackson leaves a legacy behind that has influenced a generation and given joy to a world that will surely miss him. If there were something that you could tell him today, what would that be?

If I could talk to him today I would say, "Guess what? People are finally getting it". I'd say, "Guess what Mike! It's working. What you wanted to happen, it happened. People are paying attention." He would be so happy. I would probably tell him. "It worked out, Mike. You got what you wanted so rest easy."